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A Letter for X

By M.Arief Wibowo

220807

 

 

X,

I’m so sad today to admit,

That there’s indeed a power stronger than love

He who could untie the dear feeling between 2 close hearts

 

So short they were always,

   the moments I could meet you

But all the memories I’ve acquired of you

Prove too remaining to forget

 

That first time you invited me to go

And the other time you took my arm and held it between yours

You’ve poured water

To the dead rose underlying within my heart

 

Do you ever realise

How strong my feeling had grown to you eversince?

You once stole my soul

  My breath

  Everything!!

My heart could not escape you

Nor could my mind abandon reminiscing about you

With my messages

   I always tried to greet you

   That you sometimes barely replied

   And thus always brought me angry

 

Once it had been thought by me

   that later I’d like to pronounce

   this feeling to you

But I’m sorry

   for today I have to cancel love

 

I’ve seen a mountain before us

   much too high to climb

I’ve seen a river hinder us

   much too wide to cross

There’s indeed a force more powerful than love, Dear

   atrocious,

   that love itself has to genuflect to it

 

So let me cancel all this feeling to you

Since I want not to become yours

   beginning to enter your life

   illuminating it for a while

   yet later ending it

   with loutish words

   that would ruin your heart

 

Truly,

I don’t want to see tear shed

   By a girl as sweet as you

 

So let me cancel love

Let me unbind myself off you

And be your mere companion

 

Oh any other guy!

Please enter her heart

   cherish it

   redden it

With all the colours you could bring

Serve this dearest Lady of all hearts

   the finest you could

 

Yet at the same time, oh Lady

Please let me take my leave

 

All my traces, you may erase

But not those memories of us

Let them kept

   as nice stories of our past

   within our hearts

 

Within my life,

I shall take pursuit

   of my heart’s true happiness

   thither, somewhere afar

 

 

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